Air To Breathe

Fuck you, and fuck her too.

Sorry, just digging the feel-good songs at the mo..

In other news, nothing has really changed. So I guess that doesn't make it news. It's like its the Anti-news, Jeze-news, Beezel-news, in any shape and form the arch enemy of "news".

I guess I might take this opportunity to put a little rant to you guys. I know that's probably the last thing you want to hear and its not really my style to get emotional or woe-y but I think it may have a few therapeutic benefits, so sit tight soldiers...

In the past four years where I've been, it seems that a certain mould has come to be placed on me by those around me. And I guess it's been stemmed from being the quiet one when I first came here, I mean,  "I-said-two-words-a-day" quiet. And because I kinda have a tendency to be a bit more down to earth or "serious" than those around me.

Gee, it sounds like I'm not suited to my friends.

But that's not the case here. It's more of a matter of that's not who I am. I've been set so securely like concrete in this mould of a person who won't laugh, who's not fun or a go-getter or someone who always wants to break up the good times by being too serious.

I just wish people would see it as sense, not a lack of sensibility.

I'm not like that mould, I don't want to be like that mould. But people seem to be giving me no air, and at the moment that's what frustrates me.

...........

Rant over!!

Enjoy the good times while they're here, don't let them pass.

- xx

Black Magic Woman

Summer (spring) is here ladies and gentlemen!

And I welcome it with open arms.

I've finished my high schooling and am now a completely unattached being. There's nothing to study for, and there's nothing that needs to be in. I can simply sit back and loll about. It's bliss.

But then again it's like the calm before the storm. Results are out on the 13th of December and then everything returns to hectic as everyone figures out what they're going to be doing next year.

Fingers crossed for Medicine in Tasmania.


Now that there's nothing to constantly stress me out, I've kinda turned bohemian and "love life". Not saying that its an undesirable way to be, I'm just thinking that its a nice/drastic change from the controlling-nervous-breakdown-stress monster that I was before.

Woo!

Holy shit, (sorry), but I just realised that I can now actually read a book that isn't a textbook!
Or maybe more importantly, write my book.

Yeah, that's right, I have a book on the brain. I've actually had it sitting there for a while but now I have some time to put it down on paper/microsoft word. Anyone that has the slightest connection to me knows that I eat books for breakfast.

Oh, and another great thing about summer? Friends, the beach and summer playlists.

-xx

Images from deviantart.

The Great Secret

As Socrates said long ago; "I know I am wiser than many others, because I am aware of my own ignorance, and they are not."

I have left you a list of books to read, but the world about you is very antagonistic to you. A woman who thinks is an outcast. The average young man is afraid of her, and so she goes on her way in a solitary state; and few young women can stand that. We are sadly human, all of us, and if the price of knowledge is to sit alone on the Olympian heights, we are not prepared to pay it...

You really do find the most... enlightening things, in forgotten literature.

-xx

I Feel You Moving

Just behind my back, at the edge of my eyes..

Hey blog-people-he-she-its...

I've been up in the bush for the weekend and the simple change of scenery can alter your whole perspective. I mean, just sitting up here with my old man and the way he lives life is so different from 80km down the road.

It was so refreshing to wake up in the morning and have him say, "what do you want to do today? I know you've got maths and stuff, but let's do something different." Ahhh.

Say, I know people normally don't comment on the posts, and I'm not entirely sure that people read them at all, but I was hoping that one of you might reply to this one.

My query to you is this; what do you think it takes to achieve what you want?

I know the stock-standard reaction is "determination" but some ventures call for a different kind of quality. Do you have any examples, personally or otherwise? It'd be interesting to know.

That's all folks!

-xx

Backyard Of A Friends Place

I've seen better days

Put my face in my hands

Get down on my knees and I pray to God

Hope he sees me through to end...

Epitome of the Australian easy listening tunes.. thanks Pete Murray for the dreams of warmer days and good looking surfers.

Aka you.

-xx